THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN

THANKS TO HER...I AM WRITING AGAIN
THANKS TO HER.........
YESSSSSSSS THE PAIN IS BACK

thank you, once again
thank you once again for this pain

say what's the source
as i feel the unknown force
as i feel a angry loss what's the truth
something is false

i feel the same damn feeling
i am out again
gotta do some killing
something inside me is crawling
i am falling
from my position

suddenly faced with overwhelming opposition
i feel cornered
i try to fight them......i lose
that's no big shame

i never got any respect
every now and then i suffocated
due to your hate
why why why why why why why why
am i living a lie

fuck this fuck that
with no damn crap sympathy
i know i needed some therapy
with lack of apathy

i am possessed by detest
yessssss
i am overpowered by my hatred against you
some kind of devil, some sort of evil
someone is fragile
you r no more agile
you r nothing but vile
on this earth

i feel threatened by your existence
for you i had to do penance
i don't wanna reminisce
thinking of you is a vice
you still come in my dream in disguise
it will be good if you commit suicide
i will not keep your pic by my bedside
i know you will haunt me when it will be night
i will not give up
i will fight

you were some kind of filth
i am overpowered by guilt
for the time i spent with you
you were some kind of grot
amen
may your soul rot
in the hell
you were some kind of skank
lowly in rank
some fucked up junk

i want my revenge to be clean
i consider this revenge not as a sin
i want this revenge to be in control
i want to douse you in petrol
want to see you burn
and then baby, that's what is real fun

AMI ABAR EKA

I am writing this song because I needed to unwind myself.....................

ei faka rastate jete jete mone pore gelo kotha ta
phire elo buke sei jome thaka bathata
babchi sei din gulo, babchi sei raat gulo
ekhon sob sesh
matite mise hoyeche dhulo

ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
abar phire elo dukher nesha
nei bojanor kono basha
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka

ektu porei hoito jabo bhule
je tomake ami bhalobastam ekkale
sei din gulo jeno r phire na ase
keu jeno r amake bhalo nabase

ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
abar phire elo dukher nesha
nei bhojanor kono basha
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka

janina ki kore haralam tomake
ekhon ami pothojatri
gontobyo ajana
jabo okhane jekhane ami abar eka
amake atkano muskil
totoi kothin amake rokha

cigaretter dhowa, tomar sorirer kaya
sob mise hoyeche ekakar
mone aaj eto dukho, utheche hahakar
nijer oporei korchi ami ottachar
r pabona sujog nijeke bodle felar
r nei sujog beche pherar

ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
abar phire elo dukher nesha
nei bhojanor kono basha
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka

sei shondhete suye amar mrityusojjate
chure phele diye nijer neshar karontake
bhabchi tumi ki bolechile
ki bolechile amake
jacchi chole
asbona r phire
keu nei amake ghire
keu kaandche na amar jonno
ami je ek, ami je abhinno
sesh hoye elo amar jiboner aporanho

ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka
abar phire elo dukher nesha
nei bhojanor kono basha
ami abar eka abar ami holam eka

ODE TO MY LOVE

where's my mike
yeah do you wanna me rap without a mike
get me a fucking mike

[I AM READY LET'S START]

I am penning down this song as i was cheated
I was a part of a game whose end result was hatred
I thought love was sacred
Now I think fuck it's code red
love killed me like no one else
made me cry in pain
Now I am dead
Still I remember the words you said
Tell me how much were you paid
To break my heart
and shred it out in tiny parts

Now I am no more a fool for your love
It was like an expensive glove
I am trying to curb out my anger
So be ready girl soon i will be in your dreams
turn them into nightmares
I will laugh as you scream
Each and every second you exist
You will have live in the shadow of an exorcist
becoz i will haunt you like a demon
and preach you sermons
about love and hate

I am no fascists i am no communists
But i hate you girl
more than i hate hitler and the nazis
What wrong did i do
i only loved you
you treated me like crap
you treated me cruel

I know i am not that goodlooking
but it hardly mattered
now i feel badly battered
everytime i think about you i feel like a loser
why the fuck did i fell in love
and now i know its a curse

I was brainwashed by your charms
Now i know it did a lot of harm
why b**** why you did it to me
now i feel like going out on a killing spree

Yeah thank you girl thank you
I have no words to understate your wonder
falling in love with you was a blunder
it will be better if you go six-feet under on your own
becoz i don't want to get entangled in murder