THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN

THANKS TO HER...I AM WRITING AGAIN
THANKS TO HER.........
YESSSSSSSS THE PAIN IS BACK

thank you, once again
thank you once again for this pain

say what's the source
as i feel the unknown force
as i feel a angry loss what's the truth
something is false

i feel the same damn feeling
i am out again
gotta do some killing
something inside me is crawling
i am falling
from my position

suddenly faced with overwhelming opposition
i feel cornered
i try to fight them......i lose
that's no big shame

i never got any respect
every now and then i suffocated
due to your hate
why why why why why why why why
am i living a lie

fuck this fuck that
with no damn crap sympathy
i know i needed some therapy
with lack of apathy

i am possessed by detest
yessssss
i am overpowered by my hatred against you
some kind of devil, some sort of evil
someone is fragile
you r no more agile
you r nothing but vile
on this earth

i feel threatened by your existence
for you i had to do penance
i don't wanna reminisce
thinking of you is a vice
you still come in my dream in disguise
it will be good if you commit suicide
i will not keep your pic by my bedside
i know you will haunt me when it will be night
i will not give up
i will fight

you were some kind of filth
i am overpowered by guilt
for the time i spent with you
you were some kind of grot
amen
may your soul rot
in the hell
you were some kind of skank
lowly in rank
some fucked up junk

i want my revenge to be clean
i consider this revenge not as a sin
i want this revenge to be in control
i want to douse you in petrol
want to see you burn
and then baby, that's what is real fun