FUCK I WASTED LOVE

I thought love was salvation
I was fucking wrong once again
Before I conclude
Dismiss love like a nightmare
If possible sell love in brothel
Because who fucking cares

I was on the road
Half- drunk
Kicked a fucking monk
Who was damn singing a song about love

I saw you waiting for the bus
I never knew it will be a crush
I thought I will say I love you
Rather than beating around the bush

The smile I took it as love
The mistake still screws me
As I lie with my eyes wide open in bed
Think of the fucking things she said
Fuck hell wish I write this song with my impure blood

I have wasted love again
Tried to find love to ease all the pain
Damn I didn't know it would cut me to pieces
Remembering those kisses
I puke up
Rather I would say it's a massive fuck up
So what the heck
Just bloody plain shut up

I loved you like I always do
Only you did not understood
My love
So what the fuck
I don't care even when I bleed
But my love was wasted

I am now trying to be immune
Hearing that devil summoned me
From hell
Stairways to heaven is a just dream
I can hear angels scream in agony
Decadence is near
Bloody fuck do I care

I have wasted love again
Tried to find love to ease all the pain
Damn I didn't know it would cut me to pieces
Remembering those kisses
I puke up
Rather I would say it's a massive fuck up
So what the heck
Just bloody plain shut up

I wasted love again
Bloody if do I care about it
My pain my suffering
It's all fine
I don't fucking care about love anymore
Fuck love fuck it till its sore

I have wasted love again
But I was late in the realization
I have wasted love again